Loneliness sucks

I facetime my grandmas because i can only imagine how they are feeling in this time of forced isolation. At least I have my work and I don’t have to be scared for my life as I walk out the door and into a restaurant. I am lonely as fuck. I live in a city away from the majority of my friends solo, I am single, and I am working on my own startup, in the middle of a worldwide depressing global pandemic, amidst the most toxic first world culture that has existed in the history of vertebrae existence. It is a good thing I have hope. Hope in my future and fostering my relationships. It is a good thing I don’t stress for a living wage. I cant imagine not having the backing of my family. It is good that my family is in tact. I feel broken enough. It is good I have a quality network. I have places and people to turn to. It is good I have ride or die friends. Loneliness never lasts too long. In every situation, I find myself being the one providing support. The world is a beach and waves are incessantly crashing and washing us away. I pray for the beings on our planet.

How did we get here, how to I get somewhere else? How to I build the arc that saves us all. How to I be the change we deserve to see in the world? Why do I feel I am the person to provide the bulk of the change? Its just ideas, but they are damn good ones.

My name is _______ ________ ________

I am joy, I am love, I am gratitude. I hear, see, feel, and know that the purpose of my journey is to Transform and Inspire humanity’s communal life.

I put that on myself and I carry that every day. When I spend time where I shouldn’t, I feel like I let the world down. I have legitimate remorse. But I need to get somewhere so I can go somewhere. I am currently building the metaphorical airport, and I will spoke out to solve more of the worlds problems. The tectonic plates are shifting to build Pangea and we are about to inhabit the new world for the first time.

This bridge I am building has been years in the making, endless ideas coming into a single solution. Please let it be received and revered.

I want to be an architect, a skier, a chef, a alpinist, a pilot, a husband and father. But all of that is on hold until I build this airport to my new world.

But let me go file my taxes, cause thats what i fucking need right now. lol

Do what you believe will be best for humanity.

-gg